So let's see here. Sunday night wasn't too great. I ate way too many Sun Chips. Why? Because I felt like I had ruined my week already, so I ate them. Not a whole bag or anything, but definitely more than one serving and definitely more points than I should have.
BUT- I made a come back yesterday. I limited myself to 25 points and went for a 45 minute walk with a bit of jogging. It was a great food day!
Then today... my food at home has been fine, but I had MOPS this morning. Should I tell you what I ate? Yep, I think I need the accountability. I had some spinach strawberry salad, 2 mini-muffins, 3- 1" brownies, 2 chocolate covered cream puffs, and 1 oatmeal raisin cookies. Plus 2 glasses of water. So it's not terrible, but again, it was definitely more than my points. I know this will sound terrible, but others had heaping plates of food. But that doesn't matter- it's about what I did, and that comparision doesn't make my sin of flesh any better. So I am back on track now and plan to stay so through the rest of the day. I will let you know how weigh-in goes.
So finally- I am worried. I know Luke talks about not worrying, but gosh, I am worried. Our house in NC has been on the market since mid-November. We had a buyer all lined up and it fell through last week (the purchase was contingent on the sale of their house in MD). So Michael and I are all out of savings after paying mortage and rent every month since December ($750 twice a month). We might be able to make it this month. We will have about $200 after paying all our bills for food and gas. But we will be in the red until his 2nd monthly paycheck. So I guess that means taking money out of baby's savings account. I HATE to do that. BUT I know that we can put it back once we sell the house (and we had planned to put more in there for her anyway). Sigh. I need to get on my knees and make some tread marks in the carpet.